Post by Dark Beauty on Jan 13, 2006 11:07:39 GMT -8
I suppose it is my turn then, eh?
This one is dedicated to Friday the 13th, which turned out to be one of the worst days in my entire life.
The Whipped
Oh pain unbearable!
Oh agony unending!
Oh horror of knowing
That I am hated
By ones I love!
Oh rejection that cuts so deep!
Oh denial so uncaring!
I did nothing!
You accuse me of things
That if I did
I surely did not mean!
I never meant to hurt
Either one of you!
No human is perfect
So do not act as if I am
And suddenly have committed
An act so vial
That you leave me standing
Alone
Unguarded
Uncared for
Oh shattered dreams!
Oh unceasing torment!
I feel it slowly eating me
An unknown creature
Inside of me
A pain in my weary, broken heart
Eventually I will cease to live
It will never end
This torment
This undeserved hate
Betrayal from one I love
Bitterness from one I love
Anger from one I love
And you expect me to live
In this hell you've created?
You demons!
You beasts!
You cursed fiends that the devil loosed!
How dare you accuse me of not living how I should
Why you have not yourself?
How dare you judge me
For who I am?
For what my heart has become?
Withdraw your whips
I've taken the beating
I need no more
I'm slowly dying
My blood
My emotions
Seeping through the haunted wasteland
Of broken hope
Of unending loneliness
My angel will come
She will save me
As she has once before
She loves me for who I am
The same person you seem
To loathe
To beat
To curse
As if I had no worth
It's happened once before
But never once has it stung
So deep
So much
Never have I ever lost the will
To live in such a little time
You've scourged me enough
Now let me die alone
You've beaten me
For loving you
For being your friend
For caring
Never again do I wish to see
A frown upon your face
I hope you felt better
After loading your wrath
On me
Even after what you've done
I still care
But I cannot face any of you
Not now
The lashes need time to heal
I must seek the nurturing balm
Of my one and only true friend
The one who cares
The one who does not judge
The one who lets me rant
All about my horrors
And adolescent emotions
The one who will listen
And give her strength
To replace my fear
And emptiness
An emptiness that you've created
Leave me be
For now I need you not
I have my angel with me
Just remember now
That I've loved all of you
And that I always will
This one is dedicated to Friday the 13th, which turned out to be one of the worst days in my entire life.
The Whipped
Oh pain unbearable!
Oh agony unending!
Oh horror of knowing
That I am hated
By ones I love!
Oh rejection that cuts so deep!
Oh denial so uncaring!
I did nothing!
You accuse me of things
That if I did
I surely did not mean!
I never meant to hurt
Either one of you!
No human is perfect
So do not act as if I am
And suddenly have committed
An act so vial
That you leave me standing
Alone
Unguarded
Uncared for
Oh shattered dreams!
Oh unceasing torment!
I feel it slowly eating me
An unknown creature
Inside of me
A pain in my weary, broken heart
Eventually I will cease to live
It will never end
This torment
This undeserved hate
Betrayal from one I love
Bitterness from one I love
Anger from one I love
And you expect me to live
In this hell you've created?
You demons!
You beasts!
You cursed fiends that the devil loosed!
How dare you accuse me of not living how I should
Why you have not yourself?
How dare you judge me
For who I am?
For what my heart has become?
Withdraw your whips
I've taken the beating
I need no more
I'm slowly dying
My blood
My emotions
Seeping through the haunted wasteland
Of broken hope
Of unending loneliness
My angel will come
She will save me
As she has once before
She loves me for who I am
The same person you seem
To loathe
To beat
To curse
As if I had no worth
It's happened once before
But never once has it stung
So deep
So much
Never have I ever lost the will
To live in such a little time
You've scourged me enough
Now let me die alone
You've beaten me
For loving you
For being your friend
For caring
Never again do I wish to see
A frown upon your face
I hope you felt better
After loading your wrath
On me
Even after what you've done
I still care
But I cannot face any of you
Not now
The lashes need time to heal
I must seek the nurturing balm
Of my one and only true friend
The one who cares
The one who does not judge
The one who lets me rant
All about my horrors
And adolescent emotions
The one who will listen
And give her strength
To replace my fear
And emptiness
An emptiness that you've created
Leave me be
For now I need you not
I have my angel with me
Just remember now
That I've loved all of you
And that I always will