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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 16:20:29 GMT -8
Post by Zeffa! on Nov 15, 2005 16:20:29 GMT -8
"Uh well actually I..." he began to protest, but couldn't remember why exactly any longer, and actually fought off a smile. "Sure alright," he replied after a bit, smiling and following wherever she was headed.
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 16:31:55 GMT -8
Post by brainsqugee on Nov 15, 2005 16:31:55 GMT -8
Kris watched the two of them walk off to the rest of the group. He knew that they had probably already forgotten him, he knew he did'nt really matter. He was just a bacground character in the story of another persons life, he had no story of his own. No one would care to read. Kris chugged the last of his punch, threw the cup at the people who were making fun of him and returned to the group. A look of gloom still upon his face, but he tried to regain the funny.
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 17:18:52 GMT -8
Post by Dark Beauty on Nov 15, 2005 17:18:52 GMT -8
Jean had called to Kris as they were leaving, but he obviously could not hear over the noise. When she had led her friend over to the group, she put on a "nothing was wrong... oh, and look who I happened upon" smile. "Bly, this is Garret. Garret, Bry." Things seemed to be going along well. And then came another gloomy face... Kris, who had just rejoined them, was gloomy. She sighed and very seriously touched the tip of the boy's nose. "Smile button."
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 17:43:32 GMT -8
Post by brainsqugee on Nov 15, 2005 17:43:32 GMT -8
"Yes, yes I know. Yeah we- I love this song..." Another song began to play, it wasn't a fast pace techno song, but "I believe I can fly". Kris began to sing along with the words of the song.
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 17:50:50 GMT -8
Post by Dark Beauty on Nov 15, 2005 17:50:50 GMT -8
Jean shutters. "I hate this song... but it's a slow song. Why don't you ask someone to dance?"
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 18:08:25 GMT -8
Post by brainsqugee on Nov 15, 2005 18:08:25 GMT -8
The pressure on Kris was immense, he always wanted to dance with Jean, but for some reason he feared making a mistake. so many possible mistakes flooded his head, he could step on her foot for example. He was so scared. He figured that others wanted to dance with her anyway, so he reached for Garrets arm, and likewise he grabbed Jean's, and put them together, "go for it." He said in a rather reluctant tone, he almost forgot what he had just done, he put the lovebirds together, he just made matters worse for himself. By trying to avoid a mistake, he only made another one. Kris cursed himself for his foolishness, but would not let her see it, she wanted him happy, and if that was what she wanted, he would create that illusion. He smiled and waited for her to looke away. When she did, he dissapeared back to the punch bowl, scowling at all who opposed his spot in line.
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 18:41:15 GMT -8
Post by Sorrows on Nov 15, 2005 18:41:15 GMT -8
When Jean walked away, Bly felt compelled to follow her, but seeing that she was heading for a guy, along with Kris, he decided it wasn't his place.. In fact, he suddenly now felt that he shouldn't even be there at all.. Mike, though friendly, was intimidatingly large, and, being shy by nature already, Bly felt the need to flee as far as possible.
He almost bowed, bobbing his head apologetically to Mike. "I-I-I've.. got to.. use the restroom.. " He turned quickly and began to move away, stopping with a half-smile over his shoulder. "Nice to meet you.. Thanks.. " He paused, shaking his head a moment.. why did he say 'Thanks'?
Just then Jean had reappeared with the other boy.. She seemed distracted after her simple casual introduction, though. When the slow song came on and the scene unfolded, Bly made to flee.
He sighed to himself and quickly moved off, disappearing through the crowd and out one of the doors on the other side of the Auditorium. He ducked around the other side, outside now, and leaned back against the wall with a huff.
He felt so horrible now.. What just happened? He was fine, and then suddenly he had an anxiety attack and fled in terror.. Just great.. He collapsed down against the wall, his head resting in his knees, his arms folded across his chest protectively, like he was forming a tight shell.
He felt so weak all of a sudden.. Why was his stomach in the soles of his shoes, and his heart in his throat? He.. began to cry to himself.. He couldn't understand why, or even stop it, but for some reason he was being torn apart by emotions.. Sadness, Anger, even Joy.. Why did this always happen? He scorned himself inside.
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 18:48:32 GMT -8
Post by brainsqugee on Nov 15, 2005 18:48:32 GMT -8
"Sucks don't it. Being new." Kris said to Bly, "You know were not so bad, though there are those I wish to kill sometimes." Kris saw him begin to cry, he did not want to sound disrespectfull but he wanted him to know how it would be better, and how he should stop crying. But he couldnt find the words to say, "I'll be right back." He said, as he came back he lobbed a water bottle at him, "Your gonna need your energy for dancing, this should replace the tears." Kris laughed to himself about how stupid his previous comment was, "Come on, lets get in there and jump around a while."
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 18:57:59 GMT -8
Post by Sorrows on Nov 15, 2005 18:57:59 GMT -8
(~ I'll assume you followed him outside, cause that's where he went. ~)
Bly could barely hear Kris.. He didn't want anyone to follow him.. he didn't want to be around people like this.. he shouldn't be here at all.. When the water was tossed at him, it bounced carelessly off his shoulder, to the ground and rolled until it hit the wall and stopped. He didn't even flinch.. He was too far inside himself. Maybe if he hid there long enough, the kid might go away.. Everything might go away..
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 18:59:03 GMT -8
Post by Zeffa! on Nov 15, 2005 18:59:03 GMT -8
Wow.. Garret's emotions all seemed so simple in comparison to the complex webs of angst and drama that the others were experiencing. Of course he knew nothing of this.
When he was pushed into Jean, his face reddened. "Eh, Dance? But I-" he protested feebly, not knowing what to do as this whole new feeling engrossed him. His tongue felt tied in knots, and he knew if we were to make a single step he would trip or stumble. Why? He couldn't for the life of him bring himself to look at Jean.
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 19:02:39 GMT -8
Post by brainsqugee on Nov 15, 2005 19:02:39 GMT -8
"Hmm, I can see your having a moment then." Kris said, a little angry at his dissregard of his water, "Whatever, I'll be inside, I'ts cold as heck out here." Kris walked in through the door, put sent some parting words in the direction of Bly, "You know, you'll never make any friends with that kind of attitude." He then closed he door, and waited, he didnt even go dance he just waited for Bly to come back in. Kris had little reason to remain as well, he had no hope, he knew it. And yet he stayed, because his friends were there, if they enjoyed it or not.
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 19:09:45 GMT -8
Post by Sorrows on Nov 15, 2005 19:09:45 GMT -8
The comments helped none, they struck like daggers at his heart, making him retreat further.. He knew he was horrible at everything.. He knew that he needed to change, but he couldn't.. It was too hard.. Too painful.. All he knew how to do was run and hide..
He tightened his ball, looking quite comical probably from the outside perspective, like he was seeing if he could touch his nose to his shoes. He felt like he was floating alone, all the sounds he made echoing in his ears, engulfing him, and a loud booming voice, his own, yelling at him.. But he couldn't listen, no matter how he tried.. It was incoherant to him.. He was used to this place, and though he felt only angst and fear while here, he knew it, and retreated further and further.. It would all be gone soon..
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PARTY!
Nov 15, 2005 19:13:29 GMT -8
Post by Zeffa! on Nov 15, 2005 19:13:29 GMT -8
(( Man we need to get a violinist and an Emo band to start playing at this school.. then maybe people will enjoy themselves.. hehe))
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Nov 15, 2005 19:17:28 GMT -8
Post by brainsqugee on Nov 15, 2005 19:17:28 GMT -8
Kris decided that waiting would not make the boys entrance any quicker, so he went back to get even more punch.
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Nov 15, 2005 19:43:13 GMT -8
Post by Raiku on Nov 15, 2005 19:43:13 GMT -8
Side Story:
Gerled was STILL trieing to figure out how to get to the party when he realized it was too late anyway and decided to go to bed..zzzzz
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